In love.

Tonight I fell ever so much more in love with my sweet Mr. Orrin.  Brett gave him a bath while I did the dishes, and put him in cute brown and blue striped pajamas that are far too big for him.  He laid on the floor happily without any complaints for a long time, as he is wont to do, until I went over and had to nuzzle him because he smelled so good and looked so handsome.  I sang him little bits of a song and he dazzled me with smile after smile.  He is the sweetest boy!  Then I took him over to the couch so I could fill up his tummy, but first I played with him a little bit, bouncing him up into the air- and he just loved it and kept laughing/gasping and smiling every time.  It was soo cute!!  I could literally feel my heart overflow with love.  Then I cuddled him while he nursed and occasionally when he looked up at me and I smiled at him, he would grin back.  What a sweet, sweet, sweet, little guy.  Then I got to enjoy the magic of a sweet smelling baby falling asleep in your arms.  I am so grateful for the gift that he is.  I am so grateful I get to be his mother, and that I can be with him and watch him grow.  It’s amazing- having little precious baby spirits in your home.  Basically, I love him.